Nothing.

I was told to wait, as it will only take awhile.

I waited till 1++am, still no phone call, no sms.

By then, I've fallen asleep.

Woke up 7am only to see an sms saying you're home.

It's 2am.

I guess I'm just unimportant,

but I did said I'll just do things your way.

The way you want.

The way you like.

I guess making me wait for you for a long time after saying it will only take awhile is something you preferred.

And all you said when I sms you back in the morning,

"you didnt have to ..."

Yeah, I didn't have to.
I waited because I wanted to talk to you.

To hear your voice.

I guess it's a very difficult thing for you to do.

After all I'm not allowed to do many things you detest.

But I'm made to accept all the things you do that I detest.

I'm losing faith and tolerance.

So many times,

those empty words are taking a toll on me.

I should just stop believing.